Can somebody send me some impulse control? Or at least tell me to Shut The Fuck Up, (OR "get the hell away from the keyboard NOW), Before I fuck up? I can blame it on what the hell my mind does, but regardless of the reason, I know I end up hurting people that do NOT deserve it. Kinda feels like a hang-over. Like I was drinking a lot last night, did something horrible, and now woke up and remember that was a really crappy thing to do, like drunk dialing or something. I feel worse now than I did before I dialed. Fuck.
This kinda rambles, I know, but it makes sense to me, and maybe someone will take something heavy and hit me over the head with it so I don't fuck up next time.
And yet you have people in your life who are emotionally very smart and willing to forgive, if need be. Love you, Toots.
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